Thank you. :) I'm doing a little better with consumption. I've been paying more attention, and noticing the speed picking up. This is normally what happens when I figure it out again and get motivated to do something about it. I'm still too much, but as long as this keeps up, as long as I keep my head at least somewhat attached to reality, I should be okay.
(Doesn't sound quite sane to me...)
I'm pretty sure I'm not, in fact, moving to the big city. It's the worst possible thing to do, realistically. Not only would it seriously endanger my friendship with my bestie, it would create a lot of friction, possible resentment, and take me away from the opportunities that I can afford to go after. I haven't told her yet, I guess I'm a little cowardly about it. I don't know how to tell her that, yet again, it just isn't going to happen. I know she's stressed, and in her current position, I don't blame her. But...
Ugh. "But..."
Sum of my parts.
I love you. I'll be back.
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