I finally cried tonight. Fought it all day, and the day before, and the day before that... Fought it all week. Didn't let myself cry for a week. And tonight, it just happened. I read one thing. It said this:
'Had a rough day? Don't know what you're doing here? Put your hand on your heart. Feel that? That's a purpose. There's a reason you're here. Don't give up.'
So simple. I put my hand over my heart, and pressed down, and suddenly, there it was. My heart. It was beating. It still is.
I had forgotten I have a heart that beats. I had forgotten.
How do you forget something like that?
So I cried. Because my heart said hello, and how much it had missed me. I missed it too.
We'll get through this. Somehow. Whatever this is.
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